Would you rather beauty tag!!

1. Would you rather go out with messy hair and nice make-up or nice hair and no make-up?

   I would rather have nice hair and no make up, because I've had my hair cut recently and love it so nice hair.

2. Would you rather shave your eyebrows or have your eyelashes fall out?

I have really long eyelashes so I don't always have to use mascara so if o could draw attention to my eyes then I'd rather shave off my eyebrows. It grows back anyway so shave my eyebrows even though I'd probably look really weird and have to hide away until they grow back.

3. Would you rather be forced to shop at only MAC or sephora for the rest of your life?

I think I'd rather be forced to shop at MAC for the rest of my life I love their lipstick and nail polish.

4. Would you rather wear lip gloss/lip liner look or 80's perm?

I'm not much of a fan of lip gloss especially when its a thick lip gloss but I'd rather wear lip gloss/lip liner look than have a 80's perm, as my hair is just above my shoulders I think it would look rather strange.

5. Would you rather leave the house with an obvious foundation line or overdone blush?

I have very fair skin so I have to be careful with blusher as when I use too dark a colour or too much I end up looking rather clownish so id rather have a obvious foundation line.

6. Would you rather wear MC hammer trousers or biker shorts in public?

This is a rather easy one as I don't have the legs for biker shorts and would honestly look stupid in so I'd rather wear MC hammer trousers in public.

7. Would you rather have a bad orange-y spray tan or really weird tan lines that can't be covered?

This is a hard one I'm not really a fan of fake tan and either one cannot really be covered up so I think id go for weird tan line that can't be covered.

8. Would you rather have a bad haircut or a bad hair colour?

Definitely a bad hair colour no doubt can always dye it another colour.

9. Would you rather give up using twitter or youtube taken away forever?

I am always on youtube could not live without it, I'd happily have twitter taken away forever over youtube.

10. Would you rather give up using makeup brushes or mascara?

As I've mentioned I have long eyelashes so don't always have to use mascara so give up mascara.

     

YOUTUBE

Youtube is an amazing platform for just about anyone but one of the reasons it has a special place in my world it that while searching through youtube i came across a beauty, lifestyle vlogger the channel name Zoella. i watched all the videos she'd already done and from that moment i knew this was going to be an amazing thing in my life. Zoe Sugg has posted and mentioned her anxiety and panic attacks many times but before i found her i thought i was the only one to experience it. Growing up teachers and anyone else around me knew me only as the shy, quite one but it was always more than that i regularly had panic attacks that i kept quite and all the anxiety i buried deep inside me. i never spoke to anyone i didn't already know really well. But as I grew up i think i started to realise that what i was experiencing wasn't the same thing everyone else my age was experiencing. while they were having anxiety about popularity, exams and boys, i wasn't anxious about that at all i was more anxious about actually being able to get out the front door. During this time in Secondary school I was also dealing with my developing health problems some of which I still suffer with today, I don't know how much of my health problems contributed to my social anxiety but I'm pretty sure it didn't help.

I was anxious and panicky about open spaces, closed spaces, crowds, people, strangers, a big school full of people, presentations at school where i had to stand up and talk ( i never did i just stood in front of the class and waited for someones else to speak), public toilets, having to talk to people i don't know, all of which i hid from my family they all thought i was shy and withdrawn around people. Everything came to a head when I started college things like my anxiety got 100% worse. Then like i said above i came across zoella and i realised it wasn't doing me any good to keep my anxiety and panic attacks hidden from my family it was making things hard as i was always unhappy and depressed which my family picked up on. With the help of Zoella's video's i managed to tell my parents what i had been suffering though on my own for so long and there was a period of learning involved after telling them on their part as they had to figure out and get there head what exactly i was going through and how exactly I felt. 

If it wasn't for YouTube I wouldn't have discovered Zoella and if I had not discovered zoella I don't know where i would be.

Zoella continues to inspire me and help me to feel positive about my future dealing with my social anxiety.

Through Zoella i have discovered other youtubers that inspire me and help me to be happier in my day to day life. Whenever I feel so down and depressed enough that i don't want to get out of bed, i don't want to open the curtains ad i feel like I'm never going to smile again i know i have some great people i can go to and youtube and watch and like magic within the first few minutes of a video a smile has crept across my face.

So thank you to all you inspirational youtubers out there with shout outs to Zoella (Zoe Sugg), Pointlessblog (Alfie Dayes), Marcus Butler, Thatcherjoe (Joe Sugg), Casper Lee, Tanya Burr, Jim Chapman, Niomi Smart, Sprinkleofglitter ( Louise).

(Zoella - Zoe Sugg)

(Sprinkleofglitter- Louise)

(Pointlessblog- Alfie)

(Casper Lee)

(Marcus Butler)

(Thatcherjoe- Joe Sugg)

(Jim Chapman)

(Tanya Burr)

(Niomi Smart

15 Facts about me !

1. My favourite thing to do when i'm stressed is have a spa day, ( bath, face mask, hair, nails the whole lot) complete with my favourite movies.

2.  I have a big and still growing collection of DVD's.  ( Currently 223)

3.  I have a massive weak spot for nail polish i probably have over 200.

4. I love owls anything that has an owl on it i'll probably buy.

5. I absolutely love Christmas it is my favourite time of the year and am already starting to watch my favourite Christmas movies.

6. I have three brothers i am the second oldest so i have one older brother and two younger brothers

7. I have social anxiety.

8. Zoe Sugg (Zoella) is my inspiration seeing how she copes with her anxiety and how much she can do despite her anxiety has really given me hope that one day i'll be able to get to a point in my lifew when i am truly happy being who i am.

9.  My favourite youtubers are: Zoella
                                                   Sprinkleofglitter
                                                   Pointlessblog
                                                   Marcus Butler
                                                   Thatcherjoe
                                                   Tanya Burr
                                                   Jim Chapman
                                                   Casper Lee
                                                   Bethany Mota
                                                   Gabriella
                                                   Niomi Smart

10. I am Gemini

11. I am kind of a fussy eater I like what I like.

12. I love doing my make-up but am quite happy to walk out the house with no make-up on.

13. If sleeping were an olympic sport i'd win gold everytime.

14. My nephew and my mum are my favourite people in the world.

15. My favourite place to shop is primark because i can get so much more for my money.

 (Me last summer)

(Me and my brothers when we were younger)